Every word he ever said to you is etched in your memory. His anger and hateful words paralyze you. You don't know what to feel anymore. You've gotten used to bad behavior to the point where it doesn't even bother you that much anymore. It has become the new norm. Look in the mirror, you will see a girl with no life left in her eyes. Every day you wake up and walk around in this lifeless body - nothing brings you satisfaction anymore.
