Breakups are hard. Especially when the story ends with someone we thought would stick with us until….
However, sometimes people come into our lives for a few moments just to shake it up a bit. They teach us a few things. They make life better. And no matter how much we hope the story will last, sometimes the part we play in someone's life is over.
We realize that sometimes it is better let something good go as if we are clinging to what used to be and watching it get worse.
I have no choice but to end our story. And I'm sure you feel the same way.
We talk, but no one really he doesn't say anything or says what needs to be said. It's as if we go through life without expectations, without tenderness, without touches, without that mischievous laugh...
Everything is the same, yet everything is different. We look the same. But we have changed, each in our own way. I don't want to let you go, but I can no longer hold on to what is gone.
When I say I love you, I mean it. when i hug you I don't want to let you go. Everything has become so comfortable. Maybe too comfortable. It goes without saying.
How is it that people who were once made for each other suddenly aren't anymore? We fight, over small insignificant things.
Suddenly the things we used to love bother us.
I don't know what life will be like without you, but I know it will be better for both of us.
What hurts isn't goodbye or that last kiss, it's everything I know I'll miss. Waiting for you to call me. When I wake up in the bed we slept in together. I'll be looking for you in the crowd. In all the places we went and remembering how you kissed me and held my hand... It was just the two of us.
I don't know when or why or who exactly changed. We both did. Maybe we've outgrown each other.
I want to look into your eyes and feel something again. I don't want and can't be around someone and feel like a stranger around them.
But that's what we've become ghosts in the past that have been shaken by reality. We have nothing left to hold on to.
I love you. I think you will always be a part of me. I will miss you. And thank you. You know very well that I will always see pieces of you in me that will look at me. You make me who I am. I love you.
