How long are you willing to wait? How long will you lie to yourself? When will you finally decide for yourself? Maybe someday...
Maybe someday...
When the heart screams but the soul is silent
You know that feeling when you wake up to the silence he left behind? When his voice is still in your head, but there's no one around? At that moment, you try to convince yourself that it will be different "for once". But how many times have you said that? How many nights have you turned to the empty side of your bed, hoping he'll be there? And how much longer will you believe in a made-up story?
Your heart deserves more.
I understand you. I know that feeling. You imagine – what if it were. You search for hope, which has long been just a shadow of what you wanted. You dream of the day when he will finally gather the courage and admit that you mean everything to him. That you are the one, he just couldn't tell you.
But your love is not a spell that will miraculously awaken him. You can't love enough for both of us.. And if you're honest... you've tried that before, right?
Apologies mean nothing.
All he gives you are words. Sweet, soft, empty, and excuses. “Now is not the time.” “I don't know what I feel.” “I love you, but…” And you listen to them. Over and over again. You wait, you hope, you forgive.
But while you wait, others live. Your friends fall in love, laugh, cry with someone holding their hand. And you? You sit there with your phone in your hand, your heart racing with every message – and then silence again. And when he comes, he comes with “hey, sorry, I was busy”. Like you’re furniture, always there – for him. Apologies don’t change the fact that you’re always last on his list
Don't delay any longer.
The truth is painful, but liberating. He will never be your "today". He is your “maybe someday” that never happens. And you are no longer the one who will wait. Your value is not in his indecision. Your love is not a temporary stopover.
You deserve someone who comes – and stays. Who doesn't need time to decide if you're worth it. Who doesn't measure your worth by their doubts. You deserve a look that doesn't let go. Hands that don't slip away. A love that embraces you without questions.
Your “someday” starts now.
One day you will look back and wonder why you waited so long. But that will not be the day you cry. It will be the day you are loved. Truly. Fully. Just like you always wanted.
Your life no longer needs promises without action. Your soul is tired of dreaming. It's time to step out. from his “maybe” – and into his “now”.
Trust me, someone out there won't need convincing. He'll choose you right away. And then you'll know - this is it. This is the day you've been waiting for. But not with him anymore. With you and someone else who will appreciate you for who you are.
