Have you ever thought about what happens when someone who meant everything to you leaves your life? Do you wonder how you will go on without him and will he ever regret his decision? He left.
He's gone, and you're still trying to figure out what actually happened. You keep telling yourself that he is gone, but your heart is still struggling to accept the new reality where you are alone. You seem to be lost. You don't know how to start over now that he's gone. The person with whom you imagined a shared future is no longer by your side.
You're mad at yourself
You think about what you could have done differently. But, my dear, there was nothing I could do to hold him back. You gave everything you had and did everything you could.
You weren't the problem
You loved him too much, and that's totally fine. One day he will wake up next to someone else and feel the emptiness. He will wonder who is now lying on your side of the bed where he used to be, and he will feel a pain that will shoot straight to his heart.
There will be times when he looks at another woman, only to see features in her that will remind him of you. He will think of how wonderful you were and wish he could see you again. He will hold someone else's hand and remember, how perfectly your hand fit his.
His lips will kiss others, but for a moment he will relive how magical your kiss was. He will remember you in the things he does and the people he meets. He will miss you and it will hurt. He'll remember how much you loved him, and he'll hate himself for breaking your heart.
He will come back to you, and when that happens, Mrs you can't take it back. Let him drown in regret for losing you. Let him dance with the ghosts of your past and be haunted by your memory. I should have known your worth from the start.
So keep your head up and bravely step forward because this time you're the one leaving.
