What if tomorrow comes and the person is gone? What if he leaves tomorrow? What if he dies tomorrow? Will you be sorry? Will you finally understand that waiting is nothing but a waste of time?
Will you finally realize that those messages you were afraid to send were exactly the ones you should have sent?
Will you finally understand that people don't wait forever?
They don't live forever, so take your chance while they're here. While she is ready to give herself to you.
Will you finally understand that if you wait until you're ready, you may never get the chance to be with her? You may never get the chance to tell her how you really feel.
The thing is, you think you have all the time in the world. You don't have. Time is limited. Take a moment to respond to her messages, take time to make up your mind about her.
You search and search for new acquaintances because you are still not sure that you know what you feel. You think she'll always be there to welcome you with open arms when you finally decide to give her a chance.
But you don't think about the other scenario, the other side of the equation, the other side that would take everything away from you. You don't think about it. You only think how you want to play and not feel how you want everything to work your way.
You don't think about what can happen when time runs out, when a person moves to another country, marries someone else, or loses their life.
You don't realize that maybe all she wanted was you.
You don't realize how little it sometimes takes to settle disputes, but you are too busy thinking about your fears, about looking for her in other women. You won't find her there.
You forget that life waits for no one. That time doesn't care about your games, fears and priorities.
Maybe I should have sent her that message anyway.
Maybe ask her out on a date to figure out what you want and see where she takes you. Maybe you just need to tell her that you like her or that you want something more. Maybe I should send it to her "I miss you", because you miss her like crazy, but you don't dare admit it, let alone tell her... Or maybe you're sorry - short "I'm sorry", which she wants to hear.
Maybe you need to stop taking time for granted and wait for something you know you already have in her.
And one day you might realize that while you were so afraid to take a step forward, because you didn't know how to love her, because you didn't know how to show that you cared, you lost her, without actions or words. She will be gone - for you.
Sometimes you just have to beat time before time beats you.
So maybe one day you'll look back and say that even though you lost her, you did everything to keep her by your side. What are you waiting for - send a message - NOW because tomorrow may be too late.
