Life was easier when you were here.

You know that feeling? You wake up in the morning and for a moment forget that the person is no longer next to you. Or you pick up the phone to tell them the news, and then you remember that.... Your first instinct is still to call them - her, him, you.

When you were here, everything was clear.

Every problem had a solution because we found it together. Every pain was bearable because you were there for me until it passed. Every decision was easier because I had someone who knew me inside out.

You warned me about people who were pretending. You saw the lies that I didn't want to see. You always said, "Don't trust too quickly. Don't give your heart to just anyone who's nice."

Jezila sem se. Mislila sem, da si preveč sumničav, preveč previden. Šele zdaj razumem, da si me le varoval pred svetom.

I felt fearless with you.

Not because I was brave, but because I knew – if I fall, you'll be there. If I stumble, you'll catch me. How can I be fearless now that you're gone?

I was dependent on you without realizing it.

While you taught me independence, I became dependent on your advice. While you taught me that I don't need anyone to be happy, I I needed you for everything.For every smile, every decision, every morning.

I don't know how to make a decision without your opinion. I don't know if I can trust the person because there's no one to tell me the truth. I don't know if I'm doing the right thing because there's no one to point out my mistakes. You were my compass.. Now I feel lost.

You forgot to prepare me for life without you.

Obljubil si, da bom vedno v redu. Verjel si vame bolj kot sama. Pozabil pa si povedati, kako naj bom v redu, ko te ne bo ob meni.

Naučil si me leteti, pozabil pa si me naučiti pristajati. Dal si mi krila, ne pa tal pod nogami. Zdaj sem sama in I don't know if I know. živeti brez tvojega vodenja. Ne vem, ali znam biti srečna brez tvojega nasmeha. Ne vem, ali znam biti jaz brez tebe.

The world remains the same

The same music we listened to together. The same places we walked. The same stories you loved to hear. The same moments of the day when you always called me.

The world remained the same, but only I changed. Things, that made me happy, now hurt me. The places where I was happy now hurt. Even my smile hurts because I know you can't see it anymore.

Ljudje pravijo: “Čas pozdravi rane.” Kako naj jim povem, da te ne želim pozabiti? Da te ne želim “preboleti” kot prehlad? Da je del mene odšel s teboj in se nikoli ne bo vrnil?

I still hear your voice.

In difficult moments, I still hear your voice: “You can do it.” When I am afraid, I hear: “You are brave.” When I doubt myself, I hear: “I believe in you.”

Maybe this is what you wanted – to become a part of you forever. That I may not forget your words, even when you are no longer with me. That I may carry your love forward, even when I can no longer hug you.

The story doesn't end here.

I won't dwell on the pain. I will find a way to live on – not without you, but with you in my heart. I will learn to make decisions, but I will still listen to your voice inside me.

I will learn to trust people, but I will remember your warnings. I will learn to be happy because I know that's what I want..

You taught me to love myself.

Now I have to learn to live with that love, even when you're no longer here to remind me of it. That's the hardest lesson you left me. At the same time, the greatest gift is knowing that I am worthy of love. Even yours, which will never end.

Thank you for teaching me to be strong.