What if we meet again? Would things be different? Would you pick up where we left off as if not so much time had passed?
What if we told the person we once loved that we froze them in time because we want to remember them as they were then, in that moment when we were in love? We want to remember our love, the feeling when nothing and no one else mattered, only us. We had this moment in the back of our minds because we knew it would eventually pass and we would just hate what came next.
Somewhere between then and now, we lost each other, in the same place where we found each other and fell in love. We have lost sight of who we really are, who we are on our own, as individuals, and who we are outside of a relationship. We only existed together. It was so easy lose in love, in an embrace, but we forgot about life, about everything around us. We thought our love had changed, but it hadn't, we had.
Such crazy love hits us differently. All we felt, lived, thought was only love for another person. The love we wanted to keep forever. But in life we don't always get what we want, what we want. Sometimes the universe gives you what we need at that moment!
We have had a hard time accepting the fact that we have to lose something, something we love, in order to truly build our personality, to become a better version of ourselves. It would be easiest to blame wrong time, but was it really just time? Maybe it's not just time, maybe it's our paths and how those paths can come back together if they're meant to.
It took us quite some time to realize that maybe we still have to grow up, each on our own, to become the person we are meant to be, so that maybe we can be together again one day.
Part of us finds comfort in this: that there is a possibility that all this love, all this pain, was not in vain. Maybe this love ignited a fire in us that we didn't know existed? All of this love and loss was meant to make us better, to push us to become a better version of ourselves. That someday we will be better together.
We wondered what it would be like to go back in time and start over. We remembered the moments we kept inside and how those moments changed our lives. Even though we still hurt, sometimes more, sometimes less, we believe that the universe has a plan for us. What's meant to be is meant to be, so we've learned to embrace the fear of uncertainty and strive to move forward.
On days when we feel torn, destroyed, broken, falling apart inside, let's try to tell ourselves that the only way to move forward through this pain is to let it in and then let it out. Let's remember our love. We believe in the purpose of the universe and let's hope through tears and laughter!
