Nothing is difficult when you love, especially not love.
You are really so hard to love because you have your standards. Because you don't want to jump into a relationship with someone you barely know. Because you want to know and see what this person is really like before you trust them with your heart and let yourself go. You trust her and give yourself. It's hard to love you because you have your own voice, your own will. Because you don't let them treat you the wrong way. Because you say what doesn't suit you and you don't back down at the first problem.
You do not allow them to speak to you in an abusive manner. You don't let them take advantage of your kindness because you realize you deserve more than that. They say you're hard to love because you're stubborn. You know what you want and you want nothing less. You know your worth. You know what you deserve. You know who you are and you won't let anyone convince you otherwise. It's hard to love you because you have high expectations. You expect the person to answer your call or message quickly. That she will keep her promises. That she will have time for you. That she will plan your routes. To call you when she's late. To tell you what he thinks the moment he thinks it. That she will always be sincere, loyal and loving.
And it's hard to love you because you love yourself. Because you see your inner worth. Because you know the kind of person you want to be around and you don't want to deal with one night stands or friends with benefits. You're not ready to deal with the possibilities. You want to be the only option. You don't let someone steal your heart that you don't deserve. You know it hurts. You never want to feel that again. Yes, it's really hard to love you because you have moral standards. You don't want your person smelling of cigarettes and alcohol or his hand creating bruises on your body. You don't want his skin to smell like another woman. You don't want him lying to your face. You don't want him to hide anything from you. You don't want to lose trust in him. You just want to love him.
The truth is, it's actually not hard to love you at all - when you're loved back in kind.
