You have to let him go because he is no longer the same person you loved.
He is no longer the person who always smiled at you when your eyes met. He is no longer the man who has your heart. He is the man who stole your heart.
You have to let him go because he won't come back to you. No matter how hard you try to make it happen and no matter how much you want it.
And if he comes back? He won't stay long. You know, that's just him, that's who he is, it has nothing to do with you. The man who walks away will always be the one who runs away again and again. He will convince you that he is good, kind, that only he is right for you. But no, he's just a coward. You are brave. You are the one who matters.
A man like him just takes and takes. It doesn't give anything. He doesn't think of anyone but himself, but you can't see that right now. You don't know it yet because he has wrapped you in his cold heart.
He doesn't deserve the love you keep giving him. He doesn't deserve the home you made for him in your heart, your beauty and passion, because he's not a man who stays. He is a man who leaves for no reason. He is a man who doesn't care who he destroys in his path. He is a man who doesn't care who hurts as long as he himself is happy.
You have to let him go because one day you will meet someone who will make him look boring. You will meet someone who will see you in bright and bold colors. You will meet someone who will actually treat you with the dignity and respect you deserve.
Because the man you still desperately want isn't thinking about you. You keep making up stories in your head. You constantly wonder what he's doing and whether he's thinking about you or not. You think he's the right man for you, but in reality he's just a big pile of confusion. He is obsessed with himself. He doesn't care about anyone.
Let him go because he is not worthy of your love. He is not worthy of the lust you place on him. He's not worth being in your head all day. You have to let him go - for your own sake.
Let him go so you can start loving yourself more than you love him. You have to let it go to start living the life you want instead of living the life you despise.
You have to let it go to show yourself that you can do it. To prove to yourself that you are better off without him - to allow yourself to be okay with yourself.
You have to let him go to show yourself that you don't need him anymore, that you are capable of living a full life without him. And you have to let it go to finally start believing in yourself again.