Maybe she left for a reason. They were not meant to be forever, but only for a short time. The time you realized she wasn't the person you thought she was.
Don't look for reasons why and the possibility of being together. Don't think about her when you can't sleep. Don't look for memories of her breath on your skin. He doesn't just think of fond romantic memories.
Did you ever think that you hadn't been together long enough that anything could possibly go wrong. You never got a chance to see what would happen if you disagreed with something.
You don't know what she would be like in difficult moments, when I needed her more than just her breath on my body. What would she be like when I needed her strength when I fell? Would she help you get back up? Would that person be there with you? Would she stand by you not only when the sun shines, but also through hurricanes?
She was gone before you could form a complete picture of her in your mind. All you have are memories, tiny moments when you only saw her best side.
In fact, you don't even know who she is, because she wasn't with you in your hardest moments. You never got a chance to find out if she knew the right words, the words that would make you smile when you were feeling down. You just know she doesn't have what it takes to love you.
Or maybe you met her during her difficult times? However, you didn't notice it, or you pushed her problems out of your mind. Maybe she didn't mean that much to you and you didn't love her as much as you think.
The memories you keep inside are only the most beautiful ones. And they tell you what you lost when she left. They lie to you about how big a mistake you made. They lie about how I should try harder, fight for her and how I should love her even more.
Maybe the person you remember isn't a person at all. But only a mosaic of pieces of memory. A bit of a smile, the color of her eyes... Her image is becoming more vague day by day, you don't even know who you miss anymore.
Do you even miss the person who exists? Or just predictions?
Maybe this person is someone you wouldn't feel comfortable with at all? Maybe there is someone who would hurt you day after day?
The time that was meant for you has passed. You are no longer the same person you were when you first met and kissed her.
Pay attention to your emotions, feelings, thoughts when it comes to breakups and old loves.
You don't want to spend precious time imagining in your mind what ifs and what coulds be different.
They broke up for a reason. Maybe it was just fate or bad timing or terrible luck. It was best for both of us.
So, stop thinking about the person who left, because if you two were meant to be together, they would still be with you.
