"I gave you something unheard of. Something that has never been given before. I gave you my heartbeat." - Edith M. Thomas
Can't wait for someone to recognize your worth? Can't wait for someone to decide if they like you or not?
You deserve to be happy. Now. You deserve to start feeling loved, the moment you read this and every moment after that.
You deserve someone who will give you the world - not someone who will tear it down.
One day he will understand. One day he will regret treating you this way. One day he will realize that he has lost the woman who would love him no matter what.
When that day comes, it may already be too late. Maybe then you won't even want to be with him anymore. You might stop loving him by then, so you won't even care about his apologies.
You loved him honestly and truly. You hid your love for him even from yourself.
You are tired. Tired of proving my love. Tired of waiting for the man you love to love you the same way. You're tired of him acting like you don't even exist.
Your thoughts are telling you, wait, be patient, he will change, just wait.
You can't be patient anymore. You just can't wait any longer. You can not. Enough.
Stop wasting your precious time on someone who doesn't treat you the way you should. Don't waste another minute of your time on a man who doesn't deserve you. He is not worth your thoughts.
Finish it. Finish it. Don't wait for someone who may never be there. Someone who doesn't respect you. You are much better than that.
You put your life on hold because you thought things would change. You thought he would change. The bubble burst, you realized it wasn't going to happen.
He doesn't even realize that he made a mistake, he doesn't even know that he hurt you. How can he apologize if he can't even see his mistakes? A man like him doesn't know the true value of a woman until he loses her and this is unfortunately a harsh truth, so you need to make peace with her and accept her as soon as possible.
Another sad truth you have to accept is that he never really loved you. It just isn't. When you truly love someone, you would never do anything to intentionally hurt them.
You will understand this when the right man enters your life. He will show you how a man who truly loves you should behave. He acted like you didn't exist, and a real man will act like you're the only person in the world for him.
The way he treats you breaks your heart every day, piece by piece. You believe that because of the love you feel for him, he will change and regret his behavior. And that he will start loving you more than you love him.
There is a battle going on right now, a battle between your heart and your mind.
Listen to your mind at least once because it is absolutely right in this situation. He cares about you and your well-being. It directs you to the future, a much better future. It will save you many tears and disappointments. But most importantly, it will save your heart from complete breakdown.
You deserve the love of a real man.
